about outside world and getting along well...

Tomorrow one more will go (unless Astro is up for another kezhuutan) as for who will be voted out after the concert? it is still satu pop-quiz yang susah nak jawab (ingat lagi tak abang Aznil zaman pop-kuiz dia dulu tapi yang masih melekat dalam ingatan saya masa abang Aznil baca Berita Muktakhir). di tahap ini sapa sapa boleh menang kerana anda sendiri lihat permainan undi setiap minggu. naik turun... jadi jangan pulak nanti terkejut ...

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Kalau anda perhatikan ada pattern sebenarnya kedudukan peratusan undi mereka. Bertukar tukar, hari ini naik esok turun, concert turun, lepas concert naik balik, ini semua sebab anda yang mengAFUNDI. Tapi itu tak penting bagi mereka untuk tahu. Yang penting sekarang belajar, bukan setakat jadi penghibur, tetapi penghibur bijaksana berilmu supaya bila keluar nanti boleh bijak mengawal diri dan kaadaan sebab dunia luar ini perit dik oi. saya kena dah macam macam dugaan. sekarang pun masih lagi menerima dugaan ...

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Bercerita pasal dunia luar, students yang masih ada didalam Akademi semuanya tak tahu apa yang berlaku diluar. Tapi semalam adik adik AF5 diberikan kelonggaran sekejap menonton TV pada sessi pertabalan Agong kita yang baru. Gembira sekejap dapat tengok TV.

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So this morning aku saja kacau mereka dengan bertanya apa perasaan bila tak boleh tengok luari, si Aswad dengan penuh semangatnya berkata, dapat tengok awan melalui tingkap kecil masa naik dari asrama ke Akademi dah jadi benda seronok. Dengar guruh berdentum pun jadi seronok "oh! Hujan ya''. cuma dapat tengok dunia luar hari raptai dan hari concert, itupun terus masuk dewan bila sampai . Takpe dik, lebih bagus begini.

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Selain kawan kawan, cuma ada trainers dan pembantu mereka saja yang mereka jumpa, (itupun kalau nasib baik, ada invited guests yang datang) makanya, sesama merekalah mereka berborak. jadi bila dah tinggal ramai itu je didalam, kebelakangan ini saya nampak ada pelajar pelajar yang rapat berdua dua... jadi teman buat bual bicara bergelak... si Mila dengan si Candy kebelakangan ini tak boleh dipisahkan, ada sahaja girl talk mereka, giggling sesama berbisik. apa yang kelakarpun saya tak pasti. kadang kadang saya marah sebab suruh senyap dia gelak (hehe gilihati betol) .Si Dafi pulak dilihat pagi tadi serentak menari dengan si Aizat semasa pemanasan vokal. si Shawal dan si Ebi pulak, tak yah cerita lah sebab mereka berdua ni kawan baik sangat sangat. yang lain lain tu? cuba anda perhatikan...

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Takpelah... biarkan mereka belajar, kita perhati dari luar. tak sabar nak tengok gelagat abang Aznil nanti... sementara itu, kalau anda ingin melayari laman laman web rasmi dan tak rasmi pelajar AF5, sila lihat blog SultanMuzaffar yang ini.

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Dalam engkorang asyik perhatikan mereka, saya dok asyik perhati benda ini...Nampak benda ni dekat low yat plaza : Fujitsu Deskpower TX. It's a Media Center PC with 2 built-in HiDef TVTuner ( you can watch 1 channel and record another) and 32' LCD. 32" Wide Screen LCD Display, 1366 x 768 pixels, 500cd/m2 Luminance, 800:1 Contrast Ratio Intel® Graphics Media Accelerator 900 with DVMT 3.0Dual Layer DVD Super Multi Writer. all-in-one entertainment PC. harganya : RM 15,xxx fu yoh "Ya tuhanku, Banyak kan duit aku dalam bank. Puh kiri, puh kanan ! Bismillah" KliK Klik kat Maybank2u... Tak bertambah pun duit dalam bank... alahai. mimpi je lah...

about hanging out and rindu...

Started the day feeling very funny. Particularly because I'm still recovering (I know I know enough of telling people that I'm sick still) but ya, I woke up to Rain's 4th album blasting from my hi-fi (my wake-up alarm) thinking, alamak mata bengkak la... Sinus masih tahap gaban.

Feeling rather excited about meeting the AF kids. This morning the session was rather boring for my standard because I didn't prepare properly on what to do (being busy, sick and what not) but it was still a good session. They were excited that I kept to my promise to reward them with chocolate for winning the Cicak-Man challenge on Friday, made them promise not to eat after tomorrow sebab to sing chocolate not very good... Panas, tapi dah terjanji nak buat camna? But what was even more exciting was when me, Sherry (RA) and the 2 KL boys talks merapu tahap gaban about their favorite eating place. It was funny and revealing as the boys loves food and the fact that me and Dafi actually loves to hang out at the same spots was rather exciting to talk about. They miss their burgers, koay teows, Ampang Kadir's Tomyam and stuff. Poor kids, little that they know they no longer will be able to hang out like they used too now that they are celebrities ... Still can la tapi sure tak macam dulu without being notice ...

Before I left sempat juga borak dengan Cikgu Syafi about old times. I used to work with her, Sharul (I need to give him a call, lama tak borak) and Cikgu Siti Hajar during My Bollywood Summer. Seingat saya masa My Bollywood Summer, Syafi lagi garang... dan juga berbadan dua masa tu.

Habis sessi aku terus gerak ke Maybank Mutiara Damansara to get my ATM and Passbook. Ingatkan nak ngamuk tapi tak jadi sebab the girl yang handle my case, cik Nur Afrinal tu baik sangat la pulak siap gelak gelak lagi... Selesai kes.

Lupa pulak nak cerita, malam semalam aku call kawan lama si Dieba. Masih lagi diPenang. Macam macam cerita kita orang borakkan. Ada gembira, ada sedih, ada revealing stuff termasuk kes caras mencaras sesama sendiri (aku teruk kena caras diperburukkan, malas nak cerita sekarang, buat semak je. takpe, nak tau boleh tapi kita story hari lain... Boleh jadi novel ataupun skrip drama tele-movie ni... Hmmm, 'ting' idea! Idea!) tapi yang penting tetap ada gossip ... Hehehe, rindu lah dengan kawan lama. Misz kat mana? Jimmy dan Tria buat apa? Trez apa jadi abis GangStarz? Kena buat reunion ni...

Oklah... Penat menulis, Habis dah buat hari ini. Esok pula ok?

about spending time with "bestest frens" (with Ning enter frame)...

I got a call from Ida Mariana about our lunch date at Bangsar Village II today and i was so happy to finally find some free time to meet up with them, was told that Sabrina Hassan will be there and so will Mei. to my surprise, Pat Ibrahim and his babs was there and so was Faizal (Sabrina's other half).
it was great since it was quite sometime ago we all chit chatting sebegini. banyak gila gossip gossip jahat yang kita orang cakap sampai tempat tu macam kitaorang punya... dalam pada tu tetiba terperasan sorang yg cantik duduk blakang kitaorang ... eh, Ning! said hello to her tapi keshian si Ning... tak boleh cakap sebab dia kena simpan suara.Ning sakit katanya but she looks good. begitulah , walaupun sakit tetap mantain.hope u'll get better soon k dear.
but whatever it is best jugaklah sesekali dapat berborak ... seronok dapat mengunkit cerita cerita lama dan yang lebih seronok bila dapat cerita benda benda yang akan datang yang membuatkan saya teruja. alamak... tak boleh cerita kat sini la sebab benda tak komperm lagi but, malaysia, be prepared to be WOW again hehehe.

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lama jugak la kita orang kat situ yang penting dalam 7 orang disana dengan makan salad dan keks sahaja bil nya... RM250 hinggit... fuyoh! aku pun nak buka kedai salad la macam ni. tapi makanan sedap. but then again standard la mahal macam tu area bangsar ni... tetapi... tetap money well spent.
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the moral of the day is, no matter how busy u r, there's something that money can't buy.... good chat with your best friends. so kalau busy sangat tu.. sila sila cari/curi masa untuk kawan. trust me, it's a good therapy... so... click those numbers and call them.

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i had a great time... how bout u?

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this is the latest update on my lost maybank ATM card case... i called them just now because no update from them and jeng jeng jeng... they dont even know that i reported the case!!! so what happen to the 3 long forms that i filled in the other day? bagus, syabas Maybank sebab buat kerja sebaik ini... so kelam kabut budak perempuan tu cari forms/reports aku sebab aku dah marah tahap gaban kat dia (kesian pulak). i think esok i'll pay them a visit... kalau takde juga... tak taulah apa jadi.

about coming out...

Oh hohoho not about coming out from the closet but coming out from own self comfort zone.

Started my morning a bit late than usual because I couldn't sleep till 3 last night searching for my bank book.

today, aku kenakan si Heliza, the problem with her, is that she's to controlled. in the class she's very reserved. simpan. unlike the Heliza you see on stage last week. balik to Akademi, dia balik to her old quiet self. so this morning I asked her to lead the warm up class. surprise! dia buka technique Taekwan-do ! it was fun. that's the girl that was on stage last Saturday.

I cancelled my meeting with Ramona Rahman (new tv project) because I need to get my ATM and passbook replaced only to arrived at MaybanK disappointed with how the case is handled. SLOW! still waiting feedback from them. dalam wallet ada rm 300 saja. i need my ATM arghhh!

on another note, SiPenang hari mood tak elok. terlampau busy hmm... tengah cari idea nak sejukkan hati dia...

about the "unluckier" getting EVEN MORE "unluckier"

dia dah buat dah... ya Allah apa pula dugaan yang kau bagi kat saya ni... tawakkal je lah. Dalam aku nak ke Maybank nak buat ATM baru, buku bank aku pulak hilang tah kemana. yang peliknya selalunya buku buku penting begini selalu aku simpan satu tempat tapi inilah dugaan, bila kita nak cari... dia menyorok pula. dah lah duit cash cukup makan je... macam mana nak keluar duit dari bank ni... TOLONG!!!

Mengenai pemilihan lagu adik adik aku di AF5, cukup menarik... ada dua tiga killer songs minggu ini... ada drama dan semestinya nostalgia minggu ini. kalau salah buat, mati... hmmm. kenapa lagu bonus diberi yang sebegini? apa motifnya??? awas... jangang sampai ada perpisahan sudah... tapi yang penting... menari lagilah diaorang minggu ini hehe. lagu bonus ini aku masih ingat masa mula menapak di KL dulu... selalu awas... (nak tau lagu lagu minggu ini tengok Diari pukul 9 malam nanti)

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about being unlucky and lucky...

one man's misfortune is another man's fortune... that's what happen today.

misfortune SATU :: before leaving my house at 7am for my Akademi Fantasia class this morning, i realised that my maybank ATM card is missing from my wallet. hmmm suddenly i remembered that i didn't take it from the CDM (cash deposit machine) at Curve's Maybank when i made a deposit transaction the night before. mesti kad aku kena telan... takpa.. nanti aku pergi collect. harap harap ada la tu...

misfortune DUA :: 15 Km into my drive to Akademi Fantasia... alamak. mana handphone aku ni? aisyeh... tertinggal kat kitchen masa aku feed my pet, Buzz this morning. Felt realy lost whole morning today. dah lah adik adik AF5 aku pagi tadi mood kureeeng skit. aku kena up kan skit mood mereka.

misfortune TIGA :: lagi 5 Km nak sampai rumah, i suddenly realised that... holy s**t! where's one of my diamond on my ring??? i have this white gold ring with 2 round diamonds and a princess cut diamond. and this particular 35 pointers princess cut diamond is MISSING! jatuh! HILANG! tercabut! tapi kat mana??? dah cari satu kereta... tak jumpa, cari satu rumah, tak jumpa, kat akademi??? tak tau kat mana... tempat tu luas. sedih tak terkira. aku menangis sebab that small little thing has a sentimental value. one of the earliest happy memories. tak lah mahal sangat, tetapi sape yang jumpa, tau tau sajalah... bertuah lah dia.. one man's misfortune is another man's fortune. tapi kalau terjumpa ... tolong pulang balik ye?

balik ke misfortune Dua yang tak habis cerita lagi... sampai rumah dalam dok cari kalau kalau berlian tu jatuh kat rumah, baru teringat handphone yang aku tertinggal tadi... seperti biasa, pagi pagi begini... banyak sms kerja tapi ada satu sms berani mati yang sampai ke handphone aku lebih kurang 5 minit lepas aku tinggalkan handphone tu. dari adik aku yang nombor 4 (yusri/ayi) :: "Assalammualaikum berite terkejut untuk pagi-pagi. Ayi dah tunang. Ayi Suruh umi (ibu tiri kami) hantar tanda je. pergi perak dia cakap dah tunang. maaf langkah 3 bendol. along bila lagi??? hehe wassalam " aku pun duduk garu kepala. bagaimana hari anda???